Perhaps you don’t want to pray the Rosary. You have other options. You could pray the Divine Mercy Chaplet, for example. That would keep you focused using the simple prayer, “For the sake of His sorrowful passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.” You could use the same rosary beads and the same meditations on the life of Christ. Or you could pray “Our Fathers” on the beads. The most important thing to do is to pray. A bishop once said about a priest, “I don’t care if he is praying while standing on his head, as long as he is praying.” Since God came through Mary, the most perfect way for us go to God is through Mary.